Before I started smoking, I always thought "Why can't people just quit it ?",
but ofcourse I was young and naive. Clearly I was not aware of addiction. And so I
would annoy (as I now realize) my peers with those "Why won't you quit ? You just
stop smoking and that's it." statements. And they would say "You won't understand,
you're not a smoker", and now I get what that means. It really is fascinating how
nasty habits and certain activities bond people together without them even realizing it.
As I sit here and think how to continue this, which i started writing because I was
trying to distract myself from the fact that I really want one of them sweet sweet
cancer sticks and that I don't have one. Being broke is one the cons of being
unemployed but that's another topic, another day.
but ofcourse I was young and naive. Clearly I was not aware of addiction. And so I
would annoy (as I now realize) my peers with those "Why won't you quit ? You just
stop smoking and that's it." statements. And they would say "You won't understand,
you're not a smoker", and now I get what that means. It really is fascinating how
nasty habits and certain activities bond people together without them even realizing it.
As I sit here and think how to continue this, which i started writing because I was
trying to distract myself from the fact that I really want one of them sweet sweet
cancer sticks and that I don't have one. Being broke is one the cons of being
unemployed but that's another topic, another day.
1 comment:
I hear you there brudda! Nasty habits bond people together more than good ones do and much quicker as well. And though some may think that a bond/relationship/friendship that is based on something frowned upon or looked down on wont last long. I say to those mutha(shut yo mouth)s...BULLDUST!! I think we can say that we are living proof of that!!
I've been pondering the idea of when and how im gonna give this curse of a habit up...and for the life of me, i have no idea. was thinking of getting some nicorette gum or something to that effect. But i dont really wanna go that route. I guess i'll figure it out someday, someway, somehow.
Anyways...will be commenting whenever i can dude. Keep your head up and eyes forward!!
Peace & Love
OgleZ "brudda-from-another-mother" MoraleZ
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