Day In Day Out.

Its hard. Being unemployed.
When the highlight of your week is washing your girlfriend's car, you
know you made some wrong turns along the way, a lot of wrong turns
actually. Not that Im complaining about washing the car since I have 
been staying at her place since the whole Dismissed debacle 3 months ago.
I have applied to another university and now spending my days in
anticipation of what would happen if I am not admitted. Depressing ?
So here I am, pinching instant coffee from her housemates and a
cigarette or two when they leave the pack unattended. Depressing.
I thought it was all over 3 months ago, but somehow life drags on,
the world keeps spinning, and everybody carries on with their existence.
I guess what Im trying to say here is "You don't matter to the world
that much, whoever you are, the world will get over you".